Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in aj676's LiveJournal:

Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
8:21 pm	i really do love these, i saw a sketch on mad tv where a girl fell in love with one of these and had a baby and her stomach was all kicking and it was all airy. u might not get it but let me tell u it was quite funny. (Comment on this)
8:20 pm	http://i16.photobucket.com/albums/b28/jasonsean/9b4ecc11.jpg (Comment on this)
2:19 pm	sunday church today, lost voice today. somehow thats good. tired and soup doesnt seem to help, only gatorade (Comment on this)
12:30 am	today was a good day. soent all of yesterday just doing nuthin, i woke up at around 1 o clock. i didnt really do anything in morning. i got a call to go to a bar b que at 3. didnt really start till 6 and we ate at nine but it was really all good. today was good day, shows that not all friendships go to waste and that ignoring problems u had might just be wat was prescibed. -jason Current Music: tbs- i know you know (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
4:49 am	hmm.. I really have created a mess of myself. so many things going on that im not aware of. I've disconnected with so many people. Im really just ah about everything. People say that things just happen that brings people apart. I've gone from having (what i tohught were) many friends. but as i hear from everyone, you see who your real friends after highschool. i guess thats true in most cases but for me it seems as if i purposely seek to lose friends. One of them is just a crazy boundless cumpulsive creature that i acutally met on my freshman orientation. it was weird cause i really wanted to meet her and i found out that she wanted to meet me. not as a lover per se but as a person. i guess i was seeing her as a lover but time comes to time and we were inseperable then we didnt speak for a long while then on and on and on. we were unstoppable together. we had so many laughs. its so cliche but shes helped me become who i am today, weird, loud, obnoxious, annoying. and i love her for that. we would get in so much trouble. a good friend of mine was peeing and she had to like him and go in the bathroom and i had to hold the door down. i was pretty strong and still big so i could do that. i know it didnt seem like it at the time but i do look back on it and just laugh at the situation. i thought we were soul mate. not the lovey dubby kind but the kind where u feel complete when their around. we just were the perfect match. we understood each other other when no one else did. and now and again we dont talk,at all. we all experience "drama" some time with someone. and we just gotta get past it and move on. Another friendship i just weirdly and uncomfotably lost also got me thinking too. and it wasnt all that big of a deal y were not friends. we just grew apart. i claim that it was the girl who "tore" us apart and that he wanted to spent time with her when i didnt approve of it for reason, but now that i see it, i dont think it was that even at all...i guess i just wanted an excuse for not being a friend and i know he ssaw me having other friends and i obviously saw that he had too. we were too dependednt on each other for not being alone as in physically. but we were really ddifferent anyways, hes a smooth, clean cut pretty boy whose mysterious who strives to be a secret inistiater who follows the crowd but at the same time does the opposite and goes against the crowd. to keep things to himself and create good works of poetry and keep it all inside. whose deep and whose a shower taking kind a fella and im just more of a watever floats ur boat and watever toots ur train who would wear thigns that didnt math and who wouldnt take showers and claim that i was trying to help save water for the enviornment and who just tried my hardest to please people at any cost. whose was at that the time still trying to label himself as this or that as good or not so good as weird or normal as just being me. but becomming good friends means rubbing off on each other(not literally...). it means laughing at the same crap that people dont get and just looking at each other cause the spanish teacher wore her pants up to her neck but dint say it out loud. it means making fun of/or insult the other in good clean fun but offends them but its ok cause its them so u just make a good comeback. it means just listening to the others about problems and about thigns that make you cry or die or wanna kill someone and or just be there for them not just physiclaly but mentally too. to not have anything to say about his situation but to just stay quiet is ok it means having no one else cause ur losers who are in fact losers who were cool in their own way and who tried to fit in. but in the end they just dont fit. u realy dont know whats gonna happen in the future but things do happen for a reason. to grow and learn how to be a better person and to learn not to take life so seriously but at the same time take it seriously damnit. cause its no joke. Current Mood: mellow Current Music: cary brothers- blue eyes (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
8:37 pm	the beach is hot. i went to the beach today. first picked up luis then mae. today was so hot too. and i ate mcnuggets too. It was so nice going in the water. but i forgot to put coins in the mahcine meter so i had to run back so it was nice to jump in the water. there were mucho hot girls. i secretly recorded the girls doing back flips, cartwheels, and skateboarding. well not really. cause i was recording adon and she was in the back ground. i registered for my classes too. im taking commincaitons, political science, philosohpy, art 101, self-defense. i think i got some classes with my friends but im pretty much on my own. and i ahve to buy parking permit too. and im so broke too. i had to borrow 40 from my sister and 20 form my mom. and u know moms go y do u work if u have no money or somerthing? uy. and i had to borrow 2 dollars from my little brother too. embarssing. ive been goin to calavary chapel lately. its cool. even though the dude teaching is a surfer and he has his surfer perks like..dude...awesome....wateva..and awesome again. Current Mood: busy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
10:16 pm	random.. loving the living of life. im trying to live journal to get me tohughts in order. today was senior picnic, so much fun. took a while to get there but it was fun. took alot of pictures and signed a bunch of year books. graduations around the corner. theres so much going on that im not even getting the hype of graduating. i went to my friends benefit concert. it was a "blast" u could say. bunch of cool bands just screaming. it was tite. and i got to hang out with jason, saravy, vicky, tyler, and others. it was cool. today suppose to work. but work place canceled my shift and forgot to tell me. huy. that amc. but it was coo cause i went to my frineds house to watch this finals western league thing, and ate hot wings and free coffee! it was cool. doing the same tomorow? Current Mood: geeky Current Music: usher/ sugarcult (Comment on this)